What a life

My life full with shit nowadays. PMR trial is coming in 2 weeks. my latihan books all finished already need to buy new ones.

Carnival Day at school yesterday was okay-okay la. not bad.

better than last year's.

I went to haunted house. It was okay too.

Wasn't soo creepy compared last 2 years.

Ate so mny things. Our cheer performance was b-a-d. I hate my toss,

almost fell but yeah we did our best.

Anywayy, i wanna go jogging. what a boring day.....

Feeling lonely

Haven't seen my bf since few days ago. Sad. But yeah i understand him.

Anyways, exam is over. naahh not really 1 more day to go. Pffttt..

PMR Trial is on next month. wt* i have to study harder. Haishh -___-"

Puasa is coming also. So fast. And then raya. I can't wait for raya :)

Don't know why mybe like to enjoy myself celebrating raya with fmily.

Anyways, i watched The Proposal today. Aww what a nice and

sweet story. The boss and her assistant got married afta been in love

only in short time and unexpected things happened to them yikess

Dehh today's friday night. Fuckin' bored. Nothing to do at home.

Oh yea did smthng today. Cooked! xD Fried rice. Mom came home and

ate the fried rice. She said the fried rice was good.

Well i can be a good chief one day xP

Well thats not i wanted to be. But i did learned right :D

Downnn

I'm so down right now. Wish things can change. I just want smthng nice i dont care if it's a word, i need smthng to make me feel better. I need someone to be there beside me!

But he just said have a nice sleep. Hmphh. I'm so not okayyy. He's too busy with work. Nevermind we'll see how laa. Wait jelaa. I really don't know how.

Things getting worst and worst, i don't know if i should go on with this anymore. It hurts so badly till i can't express it with words. I understand him eventhough i have to suffer.

Need smthng to make me feel nice like smthng special. Just for once would be enough hmmm. But i have to accept the fact that his 'f' is more important.

Tmrrow might be my worst day, haihh :( have to watch 'she' blow those cute candles. Me pretend smiling and wish her a 'Happy Birthday'.

Scared

Tomorrow is Clinic Day for Cheerleading. But my team Vaccinez only 10 people can go :( Others can't haihhh. So sad.. but we're still going tomorrow. Our routine is okay but need to practise more more and more. We don't have much time. 1 week left. Haihhh i'm so scared :(

The cheer comp is next week, hope our schoolmates can come to support us! Hopefully they can come for us! Cz we need a support! It's really important and mybe can cheer us up that day..
7 days to go...

Vaccinez! ♥

Again and again

I never stop loving him. I even gave him a second chance eventhough he broke my heart so mny times before. He never appreciate what i give to him and he didnt even try to fix things out. All this shit have to stop because i realized now which i should have realize a long time ago, that he won't be my one and only ever again even if we fix our relationship again. Love huh?

Fooooddd

Please I really2 need food x( eventhough i'm not hungry. These are the food I wanted right now;

• Burger mcD
• Cheese cake from secret recipe
• Ice blended strawberry.
• Tomyam

Now I am so tired. Just came back from cheer practise and as I get home my sis ask me to accompanied her to jogging plak -__- she does tht evry night with my 2nd sis. It was tiring

pheww. Oh yea today math's was okay laa kot especially paper 1. Paper 2 was a 'boo' x/

2 days to go

Exam finish this friday and also it'll be the last day too before the school holiday start :P

Well, today exam paper Pendidikan Islam, Geografi and Sejarah. PI was hard.

Geografi was okay but Sejarah was worsttttt! First, bcoz i didn't study for sej. yikess

second bcoz i had stomachache! It bcoz i drank milk this morning!

Yeah my sis brought home that milk yesterday.

She got it free dunno from where did she get it :S

But one thing for sure the milk was outdated but but the expire date is on 2011. very weird.

Tmorrow KH paper plak. I don't feel like touching KH's book. I'm blogging here instead. Hahh x)

Heyy check out my mom's blog. It has been updated.

I uploaded more cupcake's photos that we've made last week and last 2 weeks.

Well it has been a long time eady but mom kept asking me to update her blog and yeah i did.

Selling cupcakes is my mom's part time job. Me and my sisters are her assistant :D

We've been doing it since last year but now only i tell u guys pffttt. Anyway, here's the link

Check it out and anything just ask me.

Well feel free to ask yeah? if u guys wanna order or anthng. Gtg now, bye peeps