Saturday, July 3, 2010

Downnn

I'm so down right now. Wish things can change. I just want smthng nice i dont care if it's a word, i need smthng to make me feel better. I need someone to be there beside me!

But he just said have a nice sleep. Hmphh. I'm so not okayyy. He's too busy with work. Nevermind we'll see how laa. Wait jelaa. I really don't know how.

Things getting worst and worst, i don't know if i should go on with this anymore. It hurts so badly till i can't express it with words. I understand him eventhough i have to suffer.

Need smthng to make me feel nice like smthng special. Just for once would be enough hmmm. But i have to accept the fact that his 'f' is more important.

Tmrrow might be my worst day, haihh :( have to watch 'she' blow those cute candles. Me pretend smiling and wish her a 'Happy Birthday'.

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