What a life

My life full with shit nowadays. PMR trial is coming in 2 weeks. my latihan books all finished already need to buy new ones.

Carnival Day at school yesterday was okay-okay la. not bad.

better than last year's.

I went to haunted house. It was okay too.

Wasn't soo creepy compared last 2 years.

Ate so mny things. Our cheer performance was b-a-d. I hate my toss,

almost fell but yeah we did our best.

Anywayy, i wanna go jogging. what a boring day.....

Feeling lonely

Haven't seen my bf since few days ago. Sad. But yeah i understand him.

Anyways, exam is over. naahh not really 1 more day to go. Pffttt..

PMR Trial is on next month. wt* i have to study harder. Haishh -___-"

Puasa is coming also. So fast. And then raya. I can't wait for raya :)

Don't know why mybe like to enjoy myself celebrating raya with fmily.

Anyways, i watched The Proposal today. Aww what a nice and

sweet story. The boss and her assistant got married afta been in love

only in short time and unexpected things happened to them yikess

Dehh today's friday night. Fuckin' bored. Nothing to do at home.

Oh yea did smthng today. Cooked! xD Fried rice. Mom came home and

ate the fried rice. She said the fried rice was good.

Well i can be a good chief one day xP

Well thats not i wanted to be. But i did learned right :D

Downnn

I'm so down right now. Wish things can change. I just want smthng nice i dont care if it's a word, i need smthng to make me feel better. I need someone to be there beside me!

But he just said have a nice sleep. Hmphh. I'm so not okayyy. He's too busy with work. Nevermind we'll see how laa. Wait jelaa. I really don't know how.

Things getting worst and worst, i don't know if i should go on with this anymore. It hurts so badly till i can't express it with words. I understand him eventhough i have to suffer.

Need smthng to make me feel nice like smthng special. Just for once would be enough hmmm. But i have to accept the fact that his 'f' is more important.

Tmrrow might be my worst day, haihh :( have to watch 'she' blow those cute candles. Me pretend smiling and wish her a 'Happy Birthday'.

Scared

Tomorrow is Clinic Day for Cheerleading. But my team Vaccinez only 10 people can go :( Others can't haihhh. So sad.. but we're still going tomorrow. Our routine is okay but need to practise more more and more. We don't have much time. 1 week left. Haihhh i'm so scared :(

The cheer comp is next week, hope our schoolmates can come to support us! Hopefully they can come for us! Cz we need a support! It's really important and mybe can cheer us up that day..
7 days to go...

Vaccinez! ♥

Again and again

I never stop loving him. I even gave him a second chance eventhough he broke my heart so mny times before. He never appreciate what i give to him and he didnt even try to fix things out. All this shit have to stop because i realized now which i should have realize a long time ago, that he won't be my one and only ever again even if we fix our relationship again. Love huh?

Fooooddd

Please I really2 need food x( eventhough i'm not hungry. These are the food I wanted right now;

• Burger mcD
• Cheese cake from secret recipe
• Ice blended strawberry.
• Tomyam

Now I am so tired. Just came back from cheer practise and as I get home my sis ask me to accompanied her to jogging plak -__- she does tht evry night with my 2nd sis. It was tiring

pheww. Oh yea today math's was okay laa kot especially paper 1. Paper 2 was a 'boo' x/

2 days to go

Exam finish this friday and also it'll be the last day too before the school holiday start :P

Well, today exam paper Pendidikan Islam, Geografi and Sejarah. PI was hard.

Geografi was okay but Sejarah was worsttttt! First, bcoz i didn't study for sej. yikess

second bcoz i had stomachache! It bcoz i drank milk this morning!

Yeah my sis brought home that milk yesterday.

She got it free dunno from where did she get it :S

But one thing for sure the milk was outdated but but the expire date is on 2011. very weird.

Tmorrow KH paper plak. I don't feel like touching KH's book. I'm blogging here instead. Hahh x)

Heyy check out my mom's blog. It has been updated.

I uploaded more cupcake's photos that we've made last week and last 2 weeks.

Well it has been a long time eady but mom kept asking me to update her blog and yeah i did.

Selling cupcakes is my mom's part time job. Me and my sisters are her assistant :D

We've been doing it since last year but now only i tell u guys pffttt. Anyway, here's the link

Check it out and anything just ask me.

Well feel free to ask yeah? if u guys wanna order or anthng. Gtg now, bye peeps

Today is my sister's day

Wanna know why? Her boyfriend and his family are coming over to my house for merisik. Merisik is like to propose laa. And set the date when to get married. Well 'Adat Orang Melayu' lah katakann hahaha

Anyways, my mid-term exam is coming, which is 2 days away. Fuck. Haven't study properly yet x( read books. Still cannot focus maaaa. I kept thinking of smthng. Couldn't focus on my study. That thing is affecting my studies! Whyyyyyy haihhh x|

Things get more complicated. Is it true love doesn't count on age? I'm just curious :)

I miss someone

Love,dila

love is hard

read this quotes

my fav quotes EVER

“It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone - but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.”

“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.'”

“One of the hardest things in life is watching the person you love, love someone else.”

“Love is one of the hardest words to say and one of the easiest to hear.”

“It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel.”

Love is like war: easy to begin but very hard to stop

still counting

Exam is coming yikesss i didnt do revison so far. yet! sya has been asking me to having a study group since last week :P well i dont know whether i wanna go or not.

I want to had fun for a little while before the test haha. Afta test also can wht but have to prepare for M-I-D T-E-R-M pulakk. Goshhh :S

It's hard to be fifteen. Must revise all the form 1 and form 2's chapter. That's why PMR is important bby. And guess wht 6 months to go and there comes PMR. Uhuh! my brain can explode anytime because of too much information in this freakin' head.

I sleep whenever i feel free and when i got nthng to do. Fuck this is all because of my tiredness. I need to spend my time more on doing revision and read books. I'm weak at writing essays too. Neither BM nor BI. I should go to Perpustakaan Awam Selangor or any perpustakaan laa and sit there for the whole day reading books. That would be interesting :P Well shall we?

Folios

Been working on folios these days. Haven't found Dapatan Kajian for Sej Folio and Geo also -.- Haihhh *sighs* my leg still painful, but it's healing these past few days. I guess -___- i need a real medicine for my legggg plsss. dying here! hurts really bad :(

Hmmp i miss my parents :| they'll be back next week can't wait :S oh yea my specs broke!! shit, but not me who broke it. it fell down on the staircase at school hmm :| have to buy a new one i guess which i dont know when since my dad's not here. and when he found out bout this he'll be very mad it's not cheap to buy a new one :(

test 2 is coming this April 27th. what a bore. need to do revision some more. been thinking to having a study group with friends but yeah didnt work out since evryone not sure weither can come or not. well i know i have to start doing revision and do exercises. but i'm getting lazy and lazy when it comes about 'study' but wht to do, PMR lehh. now i want to take a nap. bye!

Lost

We lost in tournament today :( lost by 2 points only mehh shit

It's okay coach said we're there for gain experience it's not about winning or losing

I'm getting darker and darker but luckily the tournament is indoor

but since our training at school is outdoor i got sunburn man. very :(

I will post some of the pictures that we took today.

We had fun today especially in the bus haha

Tmorrow i'll be back to school. Psshhh boring

Now i'll be focusing more on study plus the 2nd test is coming this April 19th

Folio haven't started yet, just done the penghargaan onlyy -.-

Mom and dad left to Mekah. Will miss them very much :(

Crazy me

Been training volleyball since last monday, morning and evening evryday for the whole week :O
I'm going nuts now, not enough sleep and today i got injured :( coach said it's gonna takes time to heal the muscle. Tournament is next week. HOW? :( sad.

My parents will be away for 2 weeks, they're going to Mekkah. I'm gonna miss them very much. Take care mom and dad <3 I'll pray for you guys, now i'm terribly tired. like shit, not going anywhere tmorrow, even to training n school. kene rest at home :( ok gtg nyte people

Things that i do during hols

farahin

17/3
went to sunway, arrived there at 3pm which was very late to watch a movie. met new friends :) syarihan's friends. followed them to Taipan, eat, shisha and went home afta 7. I went home early cz planning to go out again the next day but yeahh but something went wrong n made my parents out of the mood and dad doesnt allowed me to go out i should study he says. Holidays supposed to be a relaxing days, had fun with friends afta the pressure of exam.

18/3
around 9pm went out, followed my sister to Kepong watched her shooting Watson Commercial. Daniel our neighbour drive us there cz it's gonna be finish at late night so yeah my sis ask him to accompany us. when we arrived we were waiting for them to do the setting thingy, waiting for it was bored seriously. haha and followed danial back to mama kandar, just hngout but quite bored at first la. Then edzwan wanted to overnight, we just hanging out at Carribean afta that. do nothing just talked, played games until 6 am -____-"

20/3
my sisters and i went to Low Yat cz my sis wanna buy a new computer, still wanna buy a new one even she had a laptop. Well there were too many people, crowded -.- walking for 2 hours was tiring and i was hungry cannot tahan need food, need to eat haha and had lunch at chicken rice shop. went to bb for a while and went home at night afta ate satay kajang at taman melati *eat again* that was 2 hours afta we had lunch.

21/3
me and my sis brought our little cousin to ts to watch How To Train Your Dragon in 3D, we had fun, the story was quite good i guess, went shopping too.

More pictures on myspace and facebook, lazy to upload here -___-
-www.myspace.com/dilabeep
-Nur Adila (fb)

Test 2 is coming this april, second week of april. haishh -___- need to study hmpphh.. plus volleyball's tournament is 2 weeks more. And starting next week will getting busier practise everyday monday and afternoon the whole week, can u imagine? goshh this whole thing makes me go omg :O we have to train hard. Pressuree

My cat is sick these past few days, he fought with other car haishhh what a naughty boy. he stays in the house for the whole day. he never did that befre and i was surprised. he doesn't move much, looks weak. poor him :( but he's getting better now. good.

Mom and dad are busy with their preparation for going to Mekah this April :) God bless them. Anyways, i need to go to the Book Fair at pwtc. I know there will be so many people there and it'll be croded seriously :S but i really need to buy books. Revision books and exercise books. Since i dont have so many exercise books. Well i need those immediately.

Just one

There's only one thing i'm afraid of..
I'm afraid if he leaves me again because i never love a guy this much in my whole life.

Holsss bby dunno wht to do

Planning to go to sunway this wed. But still have problems with transportation. No one will be at home tomorrow cz evryone's at work obviously. Yashhh someone help me. Or i'll just can go to kl easier even it's much further than sunway. HAHA cz my dad works at kl so easy for me to follow him to go there. But dunno with who i'm going out if go to kl pfftt

Anyway, i watched Alice In Wonderland already :DD It's quite good. Well you know evryone was crazy about it right. But if u watch the story there's some of the parts quite bored. The scene where Alice met Hutter (Johnny Depp) at the long desk if u notice in the tv. Well that part i think it's quite bored cz they've been talking craps. Haha. But overall it was great laa kott. Hehe

Hey.. i'm in love with We Are The World song :D my new favourite song EVER seriously, that song makes me sad of all the people in Haiti and about what happened to them :( I wish i could do anything for them. If i'm a rich girl i would give them money and anything that can help them. It's MJ song btw. There's justin bieber, akon, fergie, jennifer hudson, lil wayne and many moreee sang the song, do watch the video. Click the link to hear the song. Love it :)

Off, xoxo

Test next week

Haish i'm so not ready for this upcoming exam -__- i haven't study anything yet except for Maths =D afta exam we all can enjoy maa cz there's 1 week holiday wehh. I'm so happy :P and i'm waiting for Alice In Wonderland. I'll watch next week on sat afta exam. Ohh Johnny Depp xD

Anyways, i miss blogging :P But when i click the 'NEW POST' button, i dunno what to write about. Nothing interesting happen in my life this week. And now i got nothing to do since the tv in my house doesn't work since yesterday. It's not the tv i think, it's the astro. Something happen that makes the astro doesn't work and the decoder is blank. BORING -____-" and waiting for the technician to come here takes 2 days. Well.. hoping they'll be here tomorrow.

I need to watch tv okayy to release tension study too much especially Maths i hate the calculating but still love maths :) Enough no pressure. I need to offline. It's 11.35, and what do you i'm going to do at this time with no tv/astro? study? No, maybe tomorrow. I'll watch tv in my sister's room. Greattt :P

:P

There's a holiday coming again :P 1 week baby can't wait but need to think about study too, that's important. Should make a study group with friends that would be great

Last night went to mk had dinner and shisha with sya, sya was quite dissappointed cz Chelsea lost haha. To me it's quite weird that some girls do like footballs huh? well me? Nope :p

Well today got nthng to do i'm bored parents aren't here. Talking about them, they'll be going to Mekah this April. Aww i'm gonna miss them :( They will be going for 2 weeks
In mean time, me and my sisters have to independent laa. Cooks for ourselves haha :P

Yeah forgot to mention hows the sports day was.
Well it was great, i'm in 100m, 200m, 4x100m, 4x400m
I know it's a lottttttt righttt, i had to :( there's no other people can replace me hmpp x( but still i won 2nd place and 3rd place for 100m and 200m. And the performances were okay i guess -___- The cheerleading was like 'bohoo!' quite bored SORRY except for those who can split :)
Anyway if u notice i uploaded a pic :D for fun, it's a webcam pic ok xD

Alice In Wonderland is coming this March, 4th March :) Johnny Depp dude! x) My sis is planning to watch the movie with our cousin and our little niece hahaa, and i was like *yeahh rightt* xD exam is around the corner wehh, seriously i'm not ready for it, haven't study anything yet.

It's tuesday

What a bored day, erm
i changed my blog url :) it's adilagarlyy
and yeah one more thing, this guy below here! HE'S HOT

Mom's birthday

Well first of all, i wanna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my mom ♥ yesterday was her b'day. We went to The Curve to celebrated her b'day. We had so much fun. Had lunch at T.G.I Fridays, the waiter is so nice to us, he's funny too ^^ haha.

I said to him today is my mom's b'day then he said we should celebrate it. He asked us if we don't mind he wanna bring a cake and give it to my mom. We were so glad he wanna do that, he brought the cake and say to my mom happy b'day and told my mom to sing her fav song.

My mom sang a song and he told my mom before she blow the candle, she has to make a wish. Well my mom did, afta few seconds. Afta that she blows the candle, awww how cute. And the waiter and his members/stuff were singing their song, but we dunno what the song was, it's like their tradition to sing their song to other people who celebrated their b'day. after that we all sang birthday song to my mom, our voice was quite loud but heck, who cares? we celebrating a birthday party. hehh x)

afta that went to Ikea bought some stuff. I bought table lamp, crocodile :D , not real one lah of course, and frame. we were tired walking for few hours especially waiting for my mom choosing a painting for her room -_____-

And then we went back to The Curve and had dinner at Paddington House of Pancakes, damn the pancakes were so delicious haihh i'm so full that time, so does others. Here's the photos

mine

I love those pancakes, so cuteeeeee!

Strawberry Pancakes

Mom ♥

Sis ♥
Ikea

cheese cake

mine
my sister'smy sister's, omg yummyy

Thinking

People do get over things right? Me.. It takes time to get over it. Instead, i still keep thinking about it. It's tough, HELP ME!! I have to move on

Get busy

Hmm this year is PMR's year :| My dad keep asking me if i've found a tuition. Well not really. Err no time to think about tuition eventhough it's important. Still busy with school's activity, Sports day is around the corner, so does Valentine's day/Chinese New Year

Damn! it's Valentine already? Well i don't have a boyfriend hmmpp :| I don't think i need one, i can just wish to all couples. How sweet looking at them celebrating Valentine's day while holding hands and the boyfriends give flowers/chocolates to the girlfriends.

Holiday is coming. AGAIN! :D 1 week wehh. Ahh feel great, finally i can rest. Oh yeah before i forget, i wanna say

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NAJMY aka MEK!

god bless you always ohh, u balik sini next week kita lepak okay? celebrate ur b'day skali. I'll buy u a present, hehe. Nyway, tomorrow got seminar at Summit, dunno weither i'm going or not :| i'm tired now just came back from my aunty's house at kl and wanna sleep now. bye

Party like a rockstar

Yesterday went to a party at Ampang with Syarihan, her brother send us at Club Darul Ehsan (KDE) The party starts at 1 but we came at 2. We didnt know anyone at first but then sya saw her friends from her previous school, well me? i met Aziq! I didnt know he's at the party, but then i saw him and i was like, hey it's aziq! why is here? hahhaa.

Me and other girls, we danced like crazy :D haha. We rock the dance floor! xD We're going back afta 6 and went to Seri Maya, setiawangse. We were hungry cz there's no food provided at the party, waste my money je bayar tiket! free 1 drink jea haha.

Sya invites her friends to come to Seri Maya. Around 8 smthng, we went to shisha. We was hanging out until 12 pm err very tired. It was fun though. Afta that went to Orange. Me, sya and jeff played CS. It's fun, well it has been a long time since last i played CS. Well.. we had fun that day.

Today also my happy day, got new phone from my dad, i love you daddy ♥ thank you very much. I promise i'll study hard this year :) Btw, here's some pictures that i took.

Song's lyrics

I love lady gaga's song, Telephone. I love the lyrics.

Stop callin, stop callin,
I dont wanna think anymore!
I left my hand and my heart on the dance floor.
Stop callin, stop callin,
I dont wanna talk anymore!
I left my hand and my heart on the dance floor.

Seriously i'd love to dedicate this to someone!
He just don't get it! Haihh i really have to get over him.
And below here is the beyonce's part.

Not that I dont like you,
Im just at a party.
And I am sick and tired
of my phone r-ringing.
Sometimes I feel like
I live in Grand Central Station.
Tonight Im not takin no calls,
cause Ill be dancin.

Haha. and there's one more song. Fifteen by taylor swift
It says:

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe 'em

I don't know if i wanna believe if someone tells me they love me haha
Plus, no one have told me they love me so far in 2010 :)
Poor me. Hahaha.
I love all her songs anyway, she's a great singer =)
Hmm i am fifteen now and don't know if i'm hoping from someone to tell me that
he really2 loves me
I just.... don't know :)
Cheers for me!

It's big

It's hugeeee right? It's very big trust me. But it's not mine too bad :( It's my sister's. His bf post this teddy bear. His bf bought this online and post straight to our house. When i came back from school i saw the teddy bear and surprised cz it's too big. He is so sweet right? haha. Anyways, change topic.

I don't feel very well. I got flu and cough! Errr it's bad :( I feel sick. But still going to school. Tomorrow got latihan rumah sukan plakk. Haiyaa but still coming hahh :P i'm so messy right now. Need shower, food, and sleep.

Me and carlven went to see coach at the court today. Haha it's been a long time after last time i saw him. It has been 3 weeks i guess? He was mad at us cz we didnt come to his training while the tournament is coming on this March :S wow. Well the training will start this wednesday. i guess. hmm :|

I'm out of here wanna watch So You Think You Can Dance latest season. chiao

Will be =)

At the science lab.. everyone was rushing, pack their stuff while me sitting and thinking of smthng..

Syarihan: kenapa sedih?
Dila: huh? mne ade..
Syarihan: kenapa muka cm sedih jee?
Dila: ......
Syarihan: .....
Dila: yea maybe sedih sbb single kott
Syah n dila: hahhahaha :D

Hahaha :P Yeah when i think it back.
It's true sometimes being single kindda bored when there's no one be there for you.
How sad :P Haha

Hmm.. tomorrow got merentas desa at school and going back at 1. whatthefuck. i was planning to go to MPH sunway to buy books. Nvm i'll go on sunday. i guess -.-" afta merentas desa i'll be going back and get some rest cz around 4.30 have to go back to school again! for volleyball's training. Aaaa :O At night mybe going out also. Haihhh -.-"

Penatnye... dah la dh lme tak dtg training. Coach mesti marah. crap! nak skip ke ehh. taleh gakk, bulan april dh ade tournament. sumpah taleh elak. yashhh. tape this year trlbih active in sports :D Dila's gonna be a good girl this year! What a great idea. And i'll try to study hard and be more nerd this year! This year would be a great year la weh! haha. Tade ponteng2 kelas lagi ehh.. and no more penalti. pls teacher!

Err mata gila ngantuk dh ni bru pkul 9.57. Esok plak kene bgun pagi. Pffttt tak dpt nak rehat lame kott. Fine hari ahad rehat laa. Bila plak nak study? ermm *thinking* ahad malam. okay. dah plan my schedule nihh. haha. okay la merepek je chiaoo

Food as medicine

Well i got this from my email.
You can try it if u want? hahh i think these are true.
It's a fact enn?

Headache? Eat fish!
Eat plenty of fish - fish oil helps prevent headaches.
So does ginger, which reduces inflammation and pain

Insomnia (can't sleep) Honey!
Use honey as a tranquilizer

Upset stomach? Bananas - Ginger!
Bananas will settle an upset stomach.
Ginger will cure morning sickness and nauses

Memory problems? Eat oysters! *yuckk*
Oysters help improve your mental functioning by supplying much-needed zinc.

Colds? Eat garlic!
Clear up that stuffy head with garlic

Coughing? Use red peppers!
A substance similar to that found in the cough syrups is found in hot red pepper.
Use red (cayenne) pepper with caution-it can irritate your tummy.

High blood pressure? Eat celery and olive oil!
Olive oil has been shown to lower blood pressure.
Celery contains a chemical that lowers pressure too.

Project

I need to find an information about KH project. I tried to open the website that was given from the textbook. But i can't open it. I dunno why. I think because the website doesn't exist anymore i guess? Haha. Bullshit. So i need to find other website which i dunno how should i find it? I think i'm gonna do peti surat and tempat letak kunci. Err how's that? I think that's too common. Don't you think? Well you can see the picture up there. Sorry if it's too dark, and and yeah the drawing looks bad i know right? I'm not good at sketching so yeah. Haha.

I felt sick for a moment, and feel wanna throw up too -.-" Maybe ate too much during lunch? Haha I ate nasi with ikan masak merah, sausage, ice-cream and puding =D And now i'm full, hehe.

I cut my hair. I mean... my fringe. I won't cut my hair! :D haaa
I shortened my fringe to make it looks better. Well i did it. It looks better than before.
Wehuuu DIY is fun! xD hahha.
I should go now, have some works to be work on.

Bye ♥

GGA

Psshh tomorrow got latihan rumah sukan AGAIN! *sigh* last week's training were sucks. Honestly. Most of the students who came on that day just walked around and do nothing. Well me? Naahhh. I'm just waiting for my turn to Lompat Tinggi. Heshh

Today school was okay. I think. My civic's teacher came today and this is the first day she came into our class. She's our principal btw. She's nice and that's a good thing right? =D She talks a lot about 'Disiplin Diri' erm i got bored and sleepy. Hahaha xD i'm bad.

I watched Golden Globes Red Carpet at channel E! today and i saw Taylor Lautner. Aaaa :O he looks charming in his tuxedo ahah :) well others look charming too, hell yeah. Mariah Carey looks gorgeous (i guess) huh, she's getting fatter. Oppssss. Haha. And Mark Wahlberg was there too. I adore him and i always like him, i mean he's a good actor. Rightttt? I love him :P Heeee.

U-huhh?

Yeahh it's saturday. I just finished doing my homeworks. Phewww. Finally i decided to online cz i miss blogging :P ahah.

Afta 1 week i havent blogging yeah i've been busy with school's activity.Plus, i wanna less online so that i can try to focus on my study. And i just online for blogging. N-O time for myspace right now! sorry haha.
Well as u can see (if u notice) i changed my blog's name x)

Hmm alya told me that coach is really angry with us bcoz we didnt come to his training during school holiday, well evryone was lazy of course haha. So he told us to set up timing, what time we should be going to training on weekdays.
We have to training for upcoming tournament aaaa :O

Uhh, forgot to mention that the picture was taken on last week (i guess) forgot eady -__- just upload it for fun xD
Oh yeahh i changed my blog skin :) It's black and white same as my previous one.
It's 11.52 pm and i have nthng to do and now my sister asking for broadband heshh
Well adios people!

Nerdy.

Hmm i studied maths today. I asked my sis this questions cz i dont really know how to do it wt* :O well she helped me out but it was stressed thinking bout counting at the same time. But i love maths so yeahh. Haaah

Well i took a picture with my cat beckham. But i'm using my mom's phone just for fun. So yeahh. My mom knew i wanna keep those photos but, guess what? She deleted all my photos in her phone. I was like 'makkkkkkk!' -.-" Not all laa but few. But still one of my fav photo is G-O-N-E! x( You can see the photo there.

Anyways, i played this one game at facebook. I was bored so yeah. It is called 'Your Nerd Name!' haha. So my nerd name was 'Fredward' hehe. I am nerd sometimes and i do wear specs. But only when studying/watch tv/in classroom. I put that name on my display name on myspace just for fun. Well i change it later or anytime.

Tmorrow im going out. To wangse maju. Probably going to wangsa walk or somewhere else. Besides, i wanna meet my fren. Just lepak2 i guess. No shopping at this time. No money mehh :| Have to save money for >> Tuition, Books! Gahh.

Lately i've been through a hard time. I try to entertain myself so that i don't have to remember bout the past or what happen to me. That's last year and now is new year. Brainwash dila! :D
Plus, i wanna make some changes. Wait for it!

Last night i dreamt bout this one guy! he's one of my schoolmate. I was like why him?! I dont really know him. Argh. I cant say what was the dream was cz it's quite 'weird'. Yashh. Yeahh enough talking bout him. Peace out!

I couldnt make it.

I've tried to push distractions from my head but it's hard.
Hmm those days are gone. Dont you know those days are gone?
You can never go back. I really mean it.
I can't believe all the words you said to me
I can't believe i trusted you with all the words you've said.
You promised me. And promise is a big word.
It's too late now i guess. We cant go back!
If I stay or if I go to you it's all the same isnt it?
I need an answer from him or someone that could make me better.
Or else i'll call the therapist! haaah! x|

And yes it's been a crazy time for me these few days.

I am so upset right now. I cant find the way to get through this.
How?!

Well...

So i realize that if i really2 want straight A's in PMR i have to study from now.
So my dad told me to find a tuition, well he did not me. Ahah

He gave me this paper n i read it. Well it says what time should i go to tuition
and about registration fee, 4 subjects/package = rm200.
Luckily there's transportation provided.

Yeah the tuition was Dunia Didik -___- i want the tuition cz i got friends there
So i dont have to be alone :| Mybe i start next week.
Erghh my schedule's gonna be very tight x| I guess

There's a registration for kokurikulum at school today.
I joined Pandu Puteri, Volleyball and Photography.
I was the last person in the list of Photography before it's full.
Pheww i'm lucky.

Erm that guy keeps calling me few times since 2 days ago.
I didn't pick up at all, dowan to talk to him
He wont stop calling me i guess.
I dont understand! Why he keeps calling me while he's got a gf?
I was trying to forget bout him. s*it

Anyway i don't have a date/bf for this year's valentine. WHY?!
Hahaha. Well i need one. If can, i dowan celebrate Valentine's Day alone x(
It will be so sad. Enough last year i celebrate it alone.
I dont really celebrate it because i'm single that time x) hehe.

OUT.

....

I'm left with nothing. Today is the worst day ever. Everr! :(
I have no one and i dont need anyone my life is worst already.
Off.

Fuck this.

Talk about my love life. It's complicated. Since that day (1st day of new year) i receive a bad news but i cant tell sorry. But it's about my love life. From now on i just want to stay single. Please. The pain is killing me inside. I can't face it anymore. Sorry to say this but guys are sucks sometimes. Haha. It's hurt me and i will pretend that i'm happy. I have to focus on my study first. And also family comes first heee.

Well this guy is a liar. I hate him. The first thing i want to do is 'forget about him' and forget about the past dilaaa. Haha, This is new year. I have to start a new life! I do have one but it's kindda sucks! haha. Chill dila, u still have ur friends that can cheer u up!

Erm i have to go now. Wanna stick my wall sticker with my sis just bought it yesterday xD