Feeling lonely

Haven't seen my bf since few days ago. Sad. But yeah i understand him.

Anyways, exam is over. naahh not really 1 more day to go. Pffttt..

PMR Trial is on next month. wt* i have to study harder. Haishh -___-"

Puasa is coming also. So fast. And then raya. I can't wait for raya :)

Don't know why mybe like to enjoy myself celebrating raya with fmily.

Anyways, i watched The Proposal today. Aww what a nice and

sweet story. The boss and her assistant got married afta been in love

only in short time and unexpected things happened to them yikess

Dehh today's friday night. Fuckin' bored. Nothing to do at home.

Oh yea did smthng today. Cooked! xD Fried rice. Mom came home and

ate the fried rice. She said the fried rice was good.

Well i can be a good chief one day xP

Well thats not i wanted to be. But i did learned right :D

Downnn

I'm so down right now. Wish things can change. I just want smthng nice i dont care if it's a word, i need smthng to make me feel better. I need someone to be there beside me!

But he just said have a nice sleep. Hmphh. I'm so not okayyy. He's too busy with work. Nevermind we'll see how laa. Wait jelaa. I really don't know how.

Things getting worst and worst, i don't know if i should go on with this anymore. It hurts so badly till i can't express it with words. I understand him eventhough i have to suffer.

Need smthng to make me feel nice like smthng special. Just for once would be enough hmmm. But i have to accept the fact that his 'f' is more important.

Tmrrow might be my worst day, haihh :( have to watch 'she' blow those cute candles. Me pretend smiling and wish her a 'Happy Birthday'.

Scared

Tomorrow is Clinic Day for Cheerleading. But my team Vaccinez only 10 people can go :( Others can't haihhh. So sad.. but we're still going tomorrow. Our routine is okay but need to practise more more and more. We don't have much time. 1 week left. Haihhh i'm so scared :(

The cheer comp is next week, hope our schoolmates can come to support us! Hopefully they can come for us! Cz we need a support! It's really important and mybe can cheer us up that day..
7 days to go...

Vaccinez! ♥